Im just a passing sentiment in your anthology of memoirs

2010-09-04T09:20:00.000+08:00

ive moved!! http://ssaudade.livejournal.com :) i have not decided if it should be locked 100% or partially 50% so quick just add me up as lj friends!!!!!!!

2010-08-15T21:41:00.001+08:00

I said no more emotional posts. So i will be away for the time being.

2010-08-15T17:25:00.002+08:00

Part 1 of my national day holiday

2010-08-10T20:31:00.004+08:00

Who am i to you? I am struggling with that answer too you know? I will pick up the broken pieces and pull myself together. I am tired of crying. You dont have to accomodate me, be yourself. I thank god for allowing me to know you. I thank god for all the memories we have especially this period of time. I have nothing more to ask. I thank you for being so ever frank with me today. I think i have done my best i have no regrets for once. I wont ever mention this again and after this post, no more emo posts anymoreeee. You are the first guy who has never failed to be there for me always. You make me laugh, you make me cry, you make me have a one of a kind feeling. I think thats what makes you special. You try your best to not get me astray with bad company and have always tried your best to please me. I know that im not an easy person to please especially with the past. We have had both good and bad memories and i am happy for that. On some days you really make me so angry I could just break down and cry. But this allows me to look back and smile in the future. I am sorry for what has happened yesterday. I hope you'd forgive me. I should not have hug you and make it seem as if you were suppose to feel the same way. We will be happy in time to come, at least. So i truly hope you'd be happy and be with the girl you truly love, i say that sincerely from the bottom of my heart. I promise tomorrow will be a better day.

Love,
Rachel

2010-08-09T00:58:00.003+08:00

我们都累了却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人等着对方先说想分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空
走的太远终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我要有两个相反的梦

From: http://lyricstranslate.com

2010-08-08T23:44:00.000+08:00

Headed over to chomp chomp, frolicks and ice cube last night with claire and ziying for dinner and supper. Crashed at claire's crib after that and hell alot of laughters were made. I love her house so muchhhhhhhh , if only one day i would be able to earn that amount of money to have my own. Heh heh a balcony would be beautiful.

2010-08-06T20:31:00.003+08:00

I managed to catch up some sleep today since i did not go for the celebration in school. I met Evan and some others for lunch before heading for some K box session and shopping at Haji lane! WE BOUGHT A COOL HAUNTED CHANGI TSHIRT AND GOT OURSELVES $2 OFF EACH FOR OUR MOVIE TICKET WHEN WE WATCH IT IN CINEMAS ON 2SEPT!! Finally have time to actually relax and do what i want.............I shall be back for more updates! Xx

2010-07-25T23:12:00.005+08:00

Somehow..to a certain extend, we will all be tired of trying to be the best we can...

2010-07-11T11:18:00.005+08:00

Despite the amount of Ups and Downs i had in total today, these girls made my day! Especially ziying. I want to thank each and everyone of you for the laughters and jokes because it made me smile. I miss you guys very much, sorry about fri!!!

2010-06-29T23:16:00.002+08:00

Why did you do this to me? Why?
Why the hell did you do this to me? You made me cry
Was it worth throwing away everything we had had?
The times we spent together and the times we could be together
Dont you miss? Dont you care? Now you
are ok without me?

2010-06-28T14:29:00.002+08:00

Im kinda starting to miss our dirty, smelly, insect infested chalet bunk! I miss how one group would sleep up in the room, while the other group would be playing cards and another group would be watching movie. I miss how we would wake each other up ,i miss how we would all gather and lie on the mats to watch Orphan and One missed call, i miss how we would all get shocked by Christopher's actions during the scary ghost shows. I miss everything. Time flies, and school has already started today. Its scary how time waits for no one, it just keeps on ticking by the second. Im all messed up, and i dont know why either. Why do i feel this way?

2010-06-27T14:04:00.004+08:00

Class chalet was a blast, despite having some problems in between. But if i knew such things were gonna happen i would have most probably chose not to go. I've learnt my lesson ziying and megan :) Thanks for the advice anyway.....I had the best of time with my classmates ,the best classmates i've ever had!!!!!!!!!!!!! Going through 2 years filled with ups and downs together, doing everything together, all the memories are still etched deeply in my heart. If i was given a chance to choose the class I can be in again, it would still be you guys! I really hope you guys enjoyed the 3 days as much as I did! XX

2010-06-26T22:13:00.001+08:00

This was supper @ Prata house after Te deum before crashing at ziying's place. IT HAS THE BEST PRATAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! it really lives up to its name Best prata hahahaha

BTW PLS SUPPORT http://licktoiletbowls.livejournal.com !!!!!!! :)

2010-06-25T23:18:00.001+08:00

Te deum concert at the UCC~

2010-06-21T19:44:00.004+08:00

For me, I'm really excited that school's gonna start next week! Probably because I, myself feel that time passes faster during school days. I would love to return to school to enjoy the accompaniment of my wonderful classmates. I've been waiting for the last week of June to arrive and here it is! Its definitely the busiest week out of my entire summer break because i've got a school concert , class chalets, sleepovers and Flea Titan v all coming up this week! But....I'm down with flea and sore throat!!! :( Shall cure myself with panadols tonight, hopefully....Till then!

2010-06-21T19:03:00.006+08:00

This was taken on last friday at Marina Barrage with the girls! Part 2 coming up soon!! Stay tune☺

2010-06-19T16:04:00.010+08:00

I went to kbox two days in a row and now I'm having this bad sore throat!!! But i had a great time with the girls ,singing to our hearts content. It was pretty much a budget one because we spent less than $20 in a day including dinner?? Oh! And did i mention that roof garden has the most georgeous night view you can ever find in Singapore? At least to me!

2010-06-08T23:20:00.001+08:00

I spent last night and this morning writing 11 letters to the Koreans. After which Evan accompanied me to shop for their presents. As usual, I was really fickle minded on what design of shirts I should get the guys....i've really no idea!!!!! Dream catchers for the 7 girls. I really hope they like it, especially the friendship bands we got them! Headed to the post office and i almost mailed my phone to Korea if it was not for Evan!! The parcel had already been sealed!

Lastly, I thank god for having such a nice mom who volunteered to pay $130 out of the $178 i spent on Korean gifts!!

2010-05-24T22:09:00.005+08:00

So this was previously taken on the day we had our booth at Hooked on flea! Sales was good, the people, atmosphere everything was good! The music definitely spiced up the atmosphere though almost all the songs we remix. We spent a portion of what we earned at Newyork newyork and the staff were really nice, especially the manager! I had a good time with the girls, be back for more exciting posts about korea!!!!

2010-05-09T16:37:00.006+08:00

This were photos taken last saturday during my trip to zouk flea 'n easy! It was definitely worth the trip! Patricia manage to get that polka dot sweater for only $10 when its retailing in stores at $89!!!!!!!! Whats more worth than that right! There was frolick there too and they gave me at $2 because their machine had some technical difficulties thus only managing to give me 3/4 of a cup but with topping still. So again another worth deal! Around 5, i went off to meet megan weilyn and ziying at bugis as megan needed to collect her pay slip and i went hunting for jobs!! Im definitely getting a job during the holidays if i can, worth the experience and exposure. They crashed my place, and we studied thru the night till 4 in the morning. The next day was a rather lazy day as we spent most of the time watching dramas and swimming! Pictures for my private collection though hahaha

2010-05-07T23:30:00.003+08:00

It was nice being able to go out with your best friend right after the exams since we didnt really have the time to mug together except once or twice. We were pretty much out of ideas where to head to at the beginning but plans did really turn out well in the end. And we were able to catch up well to that sums up my day! Anyway, meg, pat and i as we're having a booth at illuma tomorrow, saturday 1-8pm! Will be selling all my preloved this time, stuff that i really cant bear to sell cause im dead broke!! Do drop by!! xx

2010-05-06T23:04:00.003+08:00

当我和你走在一起就已经决定, 不看不听不问也不会放弃, 是你让我了解自己可以为爱那么坚定~~~~~~~

MY MID YEARS OFFICIALLY ENDED TODAYYYYYYYY AND i felt a great relief off my back though i cant imagine my marks for amath and bio sadly. After the papers, evan and i had our apple crumble and pasta set each at swensons before heading for a 4 hour partyworld session. We sang to our hearts content like finallllyyyyyyyyyyyy

2010-05-02T01:54:00.010+08:00

After studying about Sri Lanka(sinhalese tamils sinhalese tamils sinhalese....tamils...sinhalese..)
.................................................TADAAA! SUCCESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS WAHAHAHAHAHA.
ahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahah i know u love me hehe
Ooooooooh and ...............................................

Though i still find it hard to put you behind me, after so much that has gone past us, i have decided that u should be happier without me(like you are now). I thought that we would have a different outcome than the previous, but after the running in circles, i realised everything was actually nothing. I was the last to know. Many told me i should be happy that i had something rather than nothing at all, but did you know, to have something halfway is harder than having nothing at all? I need TIME.......... and till then, pls know that

i love u
edit/ its 3:10am now and i am still cant seem to fall asleep. I've been blog hopping for about 1 hour now ,and trying to find if there are any nice sprees!! though i cant seem to find any. am i thinking too much thus the reason for my insomnia? or.............................. I better hit the sack, it will be a long day ahead tmr. tooooooodles.

2010-04-27T20:14:00.011+08:00

Photoshoot the other day was successful enough...for me at least. We had the usual laughters and giggles, the heart to heart talks over our problems. Life has been pretty mundane, be back for more updates teehee.

2010-04-12T02:42:00.009+08:00

I WAS SO TEMPTED TO MAKE A CAKE AT THAT POINT IN TIME!! Anyway wants to make one with me some day?

2010-04-11T01:47:00.005+08:00

DEAR GOD, PLS SAVE ME...

2010-04-04T01:26:00.013+08:00

Needless to say, it was a marvellous good 'o friday indeed !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-04T00:42:00.017+08:00

To sum it up, despite it being a scorching hot afternoon, i had a wonderful time. It was good being able to see the old faces again, and enjoying the accompaniment of zy, pat, weilyn, meg the usual usual~ Amount earned was more than satisfying, stay tune for our next booth which is gonna be held somewhere in may!!

2010-03-26T01:42:00.010+08:00

FIRSTLY HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY MACNUGGETS THE NO. 1 ZILIAN QUEEN IN THE UNIVERSE. Though u like to spam my camera with your zilian photos everytime i still love u very very very much.

You can be very very cute at times and also very very suspicious at times
so tomboyish and yet so feminine. A monster on some daysand an angel sent from above on some days
And the best of all is, you dont mind me venting my anger on u on days that im down. you dont mind me calling u midnight hearing me cry. you take me for who i am and not who i am not. thank u for everything u have done for me these past 1 year plus, thank u for going thru the roughest time with me. I have always enjoyed the times we spent together be it
going on a small picnic
a simple day around town
hanging out at town after school in our school uniforms
or even just dressing up the in the sillest costumes we have.

XOXO

2010-03-23T22:08:00.025+08:00

Today is free Bens and Jerry's day, but the long emerse queue got me and Chinyee turned off. HA HA. We decided to head over to Lido for "Remember me" but it was a wash out. I fell asleep in da cinema and that poor girl had to wait for me to wake up hahahaha it was hilarioius in a way. Well well, it seems like all the shows we watch bore the hell of us out. WHY IS THAT SOOOO?!

And, Yesterday was spent 'round town with ziying and patricia. My fish eye did do some good to spice up my deaaaad blog did it! Thanks to megan chai for the intro! I manage to get myself a fish net cardigan from ohsofickle. Probably due to the lady who tried it which made me catch its attention. Pretty much the rest of the evening was snapping pictures with mah girls xo.

1st day of the week(sunday) was spent at Weilyn's house. It was hell of an experience with her dog! Zy and i spent most of our time on the couch, freezing and getting into position before the dog came to lick and sniff us! ha ha ha while megan's shades got into its mouth and she was attacked by the dog TWICE. Though our initially plan was to have a picnic at botanical garden, we still enjoyed ourselves! ESP with the spaghetti made by meggy chai, and weilyn's mom. DA DESSERT WAS DA BESTTTTTTTT.

2010-03-21T23:09:00.006+08:00

2010-03-20T23:08:00.007+08:00

Yesterday, dearest miss lee woke up late thus pattie and i went to mac to catch up on life. We headed to town for 3 topshops and a scrumptuous meal at HK cafe. Walked over to haji lane for plurk and some hunting for shoes. Hard to find nice stuff these days sadly... Took a train from cityhall back to bartley and ziying came to cook spag for supper AGAIN. Aahahahah..failed attempt because we used expired sauce and only realised it after we cooked it. How silly right. And, She helped me label prices on my items for flb flea next wekk!! ^^ Hiphiphoooray we are gonna have a booth there so pls support ok!!

2010-03-19T08:36:00.009+08:00

时间会把我把你都变成了回忆

那时候有没有
一个是你爱我我爱你最完美的结局
还是
我变成了你最想忘记的回忆